I want to say something
I do not know exactly what
I am fumbling for the right words
Like a blind man who senses but does not see
My heart is restless
And my mind is busy as if
I were trapped in a tunnel without a light and no knowledge how to get out
I want to say that I am lost but feeling closer to being found than ever
I want to tell that I am stressed but yet more in control of my feelings and aware of my body than ever
I understand the things that I have never understood
I see goodness growing out of honesty and hatred growing out of fear
I see us denying ever so often the things that we should hold dear:
Truthfulness, respect, consistency, love and acceptance
I have made peace with myself, hopefully for good
It is important not to get lost in the glamour of delusion – an unfaithful and flirty companion whose superficial allure is sometimes irresistible.
The most important thing is to dare to be me.

Kairi